I'm sorry for how I was today. I think that you probably know that I was kind of down today. And if you want to know the reason, I can say it but you will probably laugh at me or maybe you won't. Who knows. I'm sorry. You came all the way here only to see me in a foul mood. You don't deserve it. I'm sorry.

I will type the rest of my feelings in a private post in my lj. If you want to see it, you can. Depending on who you are.

Emptiness eats away the heart like wildfire.