Its E math and Literature paper 1 tomorrow.

Help. I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As you can tell, I've gone crazy.

For once, let me close my eyes and dream.

Like rose petal flowers
It falls and dies
Silently, without a sound
And yet in unspoken words

Like the deep blue sea
It shrieks and cries
More and less, less and none
But the world is deaf

Like the frozen ice
Which cannot be thawed
Broken and cold
And ridden with scars

Lkie blood which killed
And sobered the knife
For hate runs deep
And grows in darkness

(What love is there?)

I seriously don't know why I can't seem to bring myself to study right now. Just what is wrong with me? I'm so sick of tired of not having the motivation to study. I mean, I can't even locate the root of my problem and I know that its not laziness. Maybe I have just lost the drive in life.

This story does'nt have me inside it. I'm just here because you are here. But your story has developed so fast that I have no choice but to leave you and return to my story which is barren and filled with despair. Now that I'm gone, would you miss me? Would you search for me and bring me back to your side again?

Your smile is so dazzling that everytime I see it, I feel like crying
Because I'm so far from you.

Sometimes, I wonder where everyone around me is going.

Everyone is such a coward. I mean in school, no one dares to fight for their own rights even when it is the teacher who is clearly in the wrong. There is this silent obedience that has been instilled in everyone such that no one dares to question whether the teacher is right or wrong. Everyone just nods their head in agreement and afterwards, they will just complain behind their back. Basically, everyone just suffers in silence.

I mean, take for example, sometimes, when the teachers give the students wrong information, the teacher will still blame the students for commiting a mistake when it is clearly the teacher who is in the wrong as he/she gave the wrong information. Its as if the teachers are trying to make it seem as if they can never be wrong and it is always the students fault.

Teachers also always ask students for respect when they don't even deserve it. If a teacher is not going to respect me, then why the hell should I give that teacher respect? Why the hell should I respect someone who looks down on me and never ever gives me a chance to question his/her actions?

The moon shines in sadness for the world that has regressed.
And the sun shines in vain to light the world once more.
(But the world takes no notice.)