So hurl the knives and let it bleed.
Take its laughter and seal its mouth.
Throw it aside and let it be the wall.
Leave it in the rain to let it spoil.

Let the snow cover up its exsistence.
And let the ice bite its esteem.
Watch it shatter to pieces
Lay waste to it and destroy its hope.

Slash it more and more.
Hurt it again and again
For it will never hate you
And only love you forever and ever.

Its just a doll after all.
Its just a doll that breaths.

The final breath.

What a bitch.

Today, a friend of mine actually told me that ____ clique actually bitched about me behind my back and you know what the stupid thing is? I actually changed my initial impression that ____ was a bitch but now, she is a 100% bitch. I mean what the fuck, I don't even want to be close to her and yet she keeps pushing herself onto me and I just can't reject her cause it seems kind of mean.

Man, this is so stupid. I mean I'm just living my life quietly and ____ and her bimbo clique just have to come and barge into my life. I mean please, if you all don't like me then stay away from me cause I don't like you all either. I mean just because I am usually very easy to push around, it does'nt mean that I will never get pissed.

Fucking hell, I wish I had never knew ____. I hate bitches and hypocrites like her. I hate her clique too. I mean her clique is so superficial and they are always so egoistic. Have they no humility at all?

This sucks, I wish to break my relationship with her but I don't know how to do it. And furthermore, she keeps thinking that I am having fun with her but actually, I am sometimes laughing out of politeness and she is damned wrong to think that she will ever be one of my close friends.

What an egoistic bitch.

Shattered.

I'm having Chemistry SPA tomorrow but I'm still slacking. Wow.

Anyway, I just have to say that these few days, I have been pretty pissed at someone apart from the school principal. And the sad thing is that that person is my friend. Sometimes, I wonder why I'm still friends with her and I realised that its because I can't seem to let her go. Its like no matter what happens, I still wish to have her as a friend and she is nice person at times but sometimes, she just pisses me off so much that I just feel like slapping her.

I mean seriously, she does'nt realise what she has and she just complains without thinking about the people around her. Just because someone always smiles in front of you, it does'nt freaking mean that her life is a bed of roses. Sometimes, I wonder why she was even able to be a leader and I guess its just because the world is biased.

I just want to say this to my friend: Wake up. This world does'nt hate you. You are the one who continuously closes poeple out of your world. You created this scenario and now you have to pay the price.

And so I'll pretend that the cold
embrace of the rain is you.

I have decided to have two blogs. One in blogger and another in LiveJournal.