Deep in the depths, I sink deeper into its cold icy arms. A place where the sun doesn't reach, it doesn't matter whether my eyes are open or closed.

In this place, tears are no different from the body of water which surrounds.

Been listening to this song. My favourite lines are these: "You got that medicine I need. Dope, shoot it up, straight to the heart please"

 

I can't remember. Those forgotten drawings. The reason why. I can't remember.

Unfinished pieces of me. Jarring and incomplete. Always incomplete. No matter how many strokes I add, I can't fill up the gap.

I just want to drown myself out in senseless music. Not caring what others around me are saying. I just want to detach myself and slowly kill this "self".

Is there a way for me to lose all my memories? Could I lose all my memories and restart? Could I at least mentally end this. I just want to restart and forget about things like beauty, intelligence or being in this rat race. I want to forget who I am sometimes, forget that I am "existing".

"There is no point turning around. It's just you and me here."
"But you are me.."
"Yes indeed."