I feel empty.

I don't even dare to open my eyes to assess the damage I've created. It's too blinding, this idiocy.

You said that you were tired of reading depressing posts in my blog, but this is all I can offer. I've been trying so hard to make things here happier. Yet just like Dark City, the sun never shines here. I am ensnared by darkness.

One who lives in light does not know of darkness and the despair light shines. People always say that they empathise or understand, but in reality, we never do. And in our selfishness, we force those in darkness to burn in the light. For though we understand, we can never comprehend.

"So I learned to smile with hate ingrained in my bones."