Sometimes I think that blood ties are a burden. You probably think that I'm a bastard for having such a thought but I have my reasons.

It's so fustrating to hear you lamenting about how I don't talk as much to you compared to the past. The past is the past and we should live for the future. I just can't be that kid anymore so please stop asking the impossible from me.

Distance is not the problem. In the first place, the problem which you speak of was just fabricated by your own paranoia. It's ridiculous when you say that I forgot that you even exist. Seriously, how can I forget someone who guided me through my growing years? How can I forget someone who put in so much effort to nurture me?

No matter what, I won't go over. I'm just not ready to let go yet. I wish that you would be a little more understanding. At times, your like a bull, rushing headlong at a harmless piece of red cloth.

Anyway, I got back my results today. I asked myself what I have been doing.

So lets break the tension and end this farce.