I'm sorry.

I mean it.

What a liar you are.

I've known you for so long so I should have anticipated the kind of lukewarm reply I would have from you. Yet, I felt angered.

Your words don't fit with your actions. Seriously, if you don't want to, then don't say yes. You're having a great time with your new friends anyway.

Guess I'm not cool enough for you. Like sorry for not being like those smart people in your elite environment.

Like a deserter, you crept away.
Leaving behind everything, I thought that you were taken.
But no, it was choice that you had taken.

If I told you that the some time it over, would you believe me?

It's up to you if you still wish/want to be friends with me. I hope you still do.

But if you still haven't cleared through your sea of thoughts yet, then I'll wait.

Spent the whole afternoon doing the second PI draft. The computer kept distracting me. I bet my second draft will get shot down.

NAFA in nj is so darn strict. I hope that I can get a gold.

Screaming foul.

It's all my fault.

I should have kept it all in my heart. Selfishly, I sought to liberate myself.

I never meant to cause a culmination of nine plus years to come to a standstill. I never wanted things to come to such a point.

I thought that you would be fine.

Lady Gaga-Monster: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EX8U7baHrwU&feature=related

I think that this song is quite nice. Though the lyrics are kind of gory?

I'm really stressed right now. My monthly routine even skipped a month. It's the first time this occured.

I'm finally back.

This year's CNY wasn't really fun cause I fell sick. Everyone else was partying outside while I was sleeping the day away.

My head hurts.

What if it was you?

My lessons started today. Currently, it's still lectures cause we still don't know our classes. The lessons are ok so far.

The scary thing is that all the people are muggers. Maybe I should become a mugger too? Then I'll probably become dull and grey. Ha ha.

I'm so pissed that my school didn't allow me to take HCL. If I had HCL, things would be different now.

If I could escape, I would. I don't care where I go. I just want to run away. I'm tired of everything. Everything is so meaningless.

Have a happy life there. You liar. You might actually be very popular there, who knows?

Your warmth freezes me.
Your love isolates me.
Effortlessly, you stole my heart and claimed it yours.
Yet you hurt me happily.
You liar.

I've been trying to learn the mass dance. The fact that they don't count in eights makes it even harder. I mean who dances by lyrics?

Anyway, if you're curious, here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwBTMLqiO9I

(Edit)
I'm sweating like crazy now. I seriously wish they would do the dance by eights.

Exitless entry.