It was really boring today.

Practically everyone was falling asleep.

During break, I looked at the other side wistfully.

Sigh. Not a chance.

I feel like I'm in an institution and not a school.

I just want to tell the teachers to shut up.

I really hope Janice will get in.

Can't wait for lessons to start.

Then I can get out of the institution quickly.

I feel really sad.

No point in a cycle.

There's always this nagging fear in me.

By rejecting our Nature, we become humane.

Sometimes, when I look into the mirror, I see someone that I can't recognise.

Other times, when I look into the mirror, I see someone I dislike.

Some time ago, I saw this really good-looking bunk while I was out with a friend. What's more, she was tall. I think that she was even taller than me. I couldn't even tell that it was a girl until I saw her sports bra. She was wearing this white long sleeved shirt so it was really obvious.

Reality is an illusion of living.

Just go and find a boyfriend.

I bet the both of you will give birth to child prodigys and have a happy marriage.

You'll just forget me after you find a boyfriend anyway. You'll probably make friends of your own caliber and view me as too idiotic to be with. Once again, your going to be the cream of the crop. It's always the same repetitive story isn't it?

I'm tired. I always feel so distant from you. I always feel so inferior.

So tired. Why do I keep thinking of you?

I already know the answer to that. Yet, I'm still asking.

Laugh while you still can, before it turns to a grimace.

Promises are meant to be broken.

I believe that this only applies when one is in a life or death situation. I feel that people only use this phrase when they wish to justify their act of betrayal. By siding with this phrase, they feel that they are not responsible for the hurt they cause. They think that it's alright. Hence, they undermine the importance of a promise. To them, a promise is something said on a whim.

Do you know how angry and sad I was? I guess it doesn't matter to you. I don't get why I even...

I hate it. I hate this feeling.

In this world of inequality,
fairness is based on perspective.

It's amazing how a song can grow on you.

When I first heard the song "Ring Ding Dong" by SHINee, I couldn't help but laugh. However, after listening to it properly, I find myself growing fond of it. The dance is really cool too. And if you ask me, there's this part in the video that seems kind of gay. Ha ha.

Anyway, here's the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roughtzsCDI&feature=fvst

I have decided. There's no turning back now.

Reboot.

It's 2010.

Doesn't feel any different though. I didn't even do anything special to usher in the new year.

Sometimes, the people who you think will remember you, seem to forget. Going overseas seems to have really proven this point. If it's this way, then I shall change my priorities. I'm tired of feeling all screwed up because of you. There are other people who are more willing to be with me.

I don't want to say goodbye, but our roads are diverging. You don't give a sh_t anyway. All these emotions twisted up in me like scrap metal.

"I'm so sorry but I love you."

If it's a lie, then let it stay this way.
For the truth is a burden.