Monday, January 4, 2010

It's amazing how a song can grow on you.

When I first heard the song "Ring Ding Dong" by SHINee, I couldn't help but laugh. However, after listening to it properly, I find myself growing fond of it. The dance is really cool too. And if you ask me, there's this part in the video that seems kind of gay. Ha ha.

Anyway, here's the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roughtzsCDI&feature=fvst

I have decided. There's no turning back now.

Reboot.

Friday, January 1, 2010

It's 2010.

Doesn't feel any different though. I didn't even do anything special to usher in the new year.

Sometimes, the people who you think will remember you, seem to forget. Going overseas seems to have really proven this point. If it's this way, then I shall change my priorities. I'm tired of feeling all screwed up because of you. There are other people who are more willing to be with me.

I don't want to say goodbye, but our roads are diverging. You don't give a sh_t anyway. All these emotions twisted up in me like scrap metal.

"I'm so sorry but I love you."

If it's a lie, then let it stay this way.
For the truth is a burden.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Happy Birthday. Your finally the same age as me.

I can't wait to get back home.Goodbye.

Painfully indifferent.

Friday, November 27, 2009

I went to the arcade yesterday. Something else happened in the morning. It made me feel abandoned. I was just being insecure.

I went out with a friend that I haven't talked to in a long time. It was really fun. I haven't had so much fun in a long time. Played Time Crisis 2, Blazing storm and some other games. I'm aiming to get the platinium card now. I improved in the shooter games, but I'm still lousy in car racing games.

After reaching home, I started to have a spiltting headache when I wanted to go to sleep. It was horrible. I couldn't fall asleep due to the pain and discomfort. Decided to make a cup of milk at 1:43am in order to fall asleep. It didn't work so I decided to look at the night scenery from the livivng room. I saw a lightning storm. It was really pretty. Tried to take a photo of it, but my lousy camera couldn't capture it.

I finally fell asleep when it was nearing five.

I hope that I can sleep peacefully tonight.

Beyond the call of duty.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

What is your definition of a best friend?

Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. All of you. Just shut up. I'm not some post-it note you can stick anywhere you want.

Don't take me for granted.

Shame.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

God. I feel like crying.

My Physics feels like a hopeless cause. It's like trying to dig at concrete wall with my bare hands. My head hurts and I just want to run away and pretend. Pretend that it's all just nightmare

There's the saying that there is always the light at the end of the tunnel but right now, it's more of like the tunnel at the end of the light.

One of my friend has a phobia of school, also known as didaskaleinophobia. I used to have this phobia too, but it went away and I think that it's coming back.

Life is filled with uncertainties.
The only thing certain is that we have to face these uncertainties.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Take me away to a place
where sorrow never breeds.
Put me to sleep and
let me dream.

Take me away to a
land of joy and spring.
Bring me some smiles

so I will never weep.

Take me to a place
called no man's land.
And leave me to die so

I can say goodbye.